| 今日係Christmas,對我在說,Christmas should be a great day,但今年又要exam,又係一個人,所以只好stay home.都唔會好悶,而且仲可以俾自己a chance to think what I need to do in the coming year. 好多野想做,已經約埋朋友去做,多個人push自己,希望真係可以堅持到,想自己真正有自己的生活,唔想再好似無目的咁生活,好想做一些令自己grow的事,其實而家的生活唔係我最想要的生活,最開心係以前no need to worry about anything時的生活,但人要grow,唔可以只係原地唔走...我仲找緊我想要的生活,我信只要自己努力,一定會有的..以前的我太lazy la... 呢幾日仲有learn到,原來原諒人係好難做的事,但當你choose原諒人後,原來得到更多的係自己,自己會好似輕鬆好多咁..唔知點形容,但呢幾日真係把我呢兩年的唔開心一次掃清,好開心可以有一個new start咁..其實真係無邊個係right or wrong,當你好執著的時候,當然你會覺得對的人一定係自己,但其實當自己好好想清後,去體諒人,明白every person may have his/her reason時,你好快就可以放低怨恨,原諒佢....恨一個人真係好難,因為你會連自己都唔開心,咁why don't we just forgive人?同時都要想想自己係咪有什麼地方有問題,只係埋怨係唔會solve the problem...所以i have to learn from diff lessons.咁先可以令自己開心..其實最重要的再唔係什麼material life or love affairs,最重要其實係活得開心同有意義, 好似家姐成日同我講: 要問自己到底為呢個world做過些什麼係令自己proud,唔係只係shopping同玩,問自己如果今日touchwood死,有無regret?所以一定要令自己活好everyday... 其實佢好有佢的道理,但我永遠都係fall down先去找她,要跌過先會醒,but I should be glad因為我有佢,我可以explore more about the society,知道好多事原來在她眼中原來只係好小的事,因為佢我的路唔會好似佢以前咁難走,所以真係好感激佢.... 仲有好多事要learn,要加油呀! |
